This is my last blog post for the confidence challenge. I have finished the challenge of writing for 30 days. I hope you enjoyed this challenge as much as I have.
Here is an honest review of my life:
Do I love it? No.
Am I working on loving it? Yes.
Am I where I want to be? No.
Are there things I can do to help me get there? Yes.
Am I happy? I think I'm content with what I am doing at the moment. I think I'm in a transitional period where you are stressed waiting for answers and directions and you're trying to become a better, stronger, smarter person but it feels like it's taking forever because waiting for feels like forever.
Did this month's challenge help me? Yes, I can understand better my social anxiety and I do feel a little satisfied with the fact that I am doing different things and getting out of my comfort zone.
At the end of April, I feel like I'm never going to be where I want to be. I feel like I'm never going to achieve what I want to achieve. I feel like I'm never going to be anything more than someone who sits at a desk checking patients in every day. Is this the best feeling ever? No, but there's hope because I'm not waiting around. I'm making moves that could change my life, that could benefit my life, that could make me happy.
I feel happy that I am exploring parts of the city I never knew. I am excited about trying new things and experiencing new things. I'm excited about the change I am making in my life in hopes to be something and do something meaningful and impactful. Growing up, I always said that I wanted to help people and make a change. I don't know how to do that without healthcare. But I'm burnt out. I want to do something fun, something adventurous.
I feel a little lost honestly. But I guess that is what my 20s are for. To figure out my life. I want to give my left leg in order to make money on travel. So who wants my left leg? Who can make my dreams come true?
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